Ravings of a BiPolar Gothic Witch
     Occasional commentary, observations and tidbits as well as other random thoughts

What makes people mean?

A couple of weekends ago I was in the grocery store, Walmart to be exact. Yes I know. I hate it too. I feel horrible shopping there, but I feel worse if I don’t feed my kids…

Anyway, I had done my shopping, gotten in line, was completely checked through, gave the check out girl my $20 in cash, and then reached for my card… and it wasn’t there. Other than feeling the complete panic of losing my card, my mind quickly raced through possibilities. Right before I’d gone to Walmart I had stopped at the atm, where I’d used my card (and gotten the $20) and remembered distinctly taking my card back. I had the $20 bill in my wallet (where my card belongs) and also the receipt, but no card which was VERY strange. Knowing I’d had it when getting into my car but not at the time that the check out girl was looking at me made me realize that it had to be a) in the car or b) somewhere in the store (god that would have been a horror- do you know how BIG walmart stores are?). (more…)

Ramblings Nov 4th, 2005, 9:55:29 pm

Being BiPolar

Anxious

I’ve been doing a lot of thinking in the back of my head about some things that came up in my posting yesterday about losing a friend. It all has to do with the insidious nature of mental illness and its stigma in our society. I am, as a matter of course, very careful who I share the information about my illness with. It doesn’t belong as common knowledge at the workplace, I don’t tell the grocery checker, and I don’t always share it with accquaintances. Of course, given the name of my blog, I guess I potentially share it with the world, but there is an element of anonymity there so it’s not the same. It’s not up close and personal. (more…)

Mental Illness Nov 4th, 2005, 12:28:09 am


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