http://jemmstone.blogsome.com/2007/02/19/retreat/ Occasional commentary, observations and tidbits as well as other random thoughts Sat, 28 Nov 2009 14:39:09 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=1.5.1-alpha http://jemmstone.blogsome.com/2007/02/19/retreat/#comment-341 Tue, 20 Feb 2007 08:17:47 +0000 http://jemmstone.blogsome.com/2007/02/19/retreat/#comment-341 I tell my doctors I see life in shades of black and that I live my life from the bottom of a black hole. I try telling myself that I 'choose' to see blackness and that if I 'choose' differently I would see a diversity of brilliant colors. I know that in reality it's the chemicals in my brain that make the difference between the two. So I wait. I tell my doctors I see life in shades of black and that I live my life from the bottom of a black hole. I try telling myself that I ‘choose’ to see blackness and that if I ‘choose’ differently I would see a diversity of brilliant colors. I know that in reality it’s the chemicals in my brain that make the difference between the two. So I wait.

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